Just before Annie was born, we finally succeeded in moving Jane and Steven into the same room. We tried to make this transition several times over the preceding months, but it never worked until Steven learned to fall asleep without screaming for 20 minutes. Fair enough. Jane didn't like hearing him scream, so she would yell for us to come get him, which would just set off the screaming again, at which point we just moved him back into the other room.
But the move was finally successful, and they love it! They tell each other jokes, sing songs and talk themselves to sleep most nights now.
One day, I asked Jane how she liked sharing a room with Steven (she loves it), and we reminisced about the challenge of moving him in there. Her summary was this: "Before I couldn't talk to him because he was always screaming. It's hard to talk to someone when they're crying."
When I come to Him in prayer, am I ready to listen and really talk with Him? Or am I missing what He wants to tell me because I just want to cry about everything that's hard or unfair or unknown in my life?
I hope I can have a fresh relationship with Heavenly Father, filled with joy and meaning-- just like Jane and Steven achieved when he learned to stop crying.
Ben and I now serve in an assisted living center. One morning a few weeks ago an elderly woman in a wheelchair arrived late, during the sacrament. She began whispering to the woman next to her, but because the woman in the wheelchair is hard of hearing, her voice could be heard by everyone. I thought, "I wonder if my spiritual deafness causes me to talk loud, when all the time the Lord whispering peace to me." Your Jane is very wise.
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